Under the Blossom Tree

through out my years, i’ve done nothing.

i haven’t created anything meaningful

i haven’t helped anyone escape from the abyss i go through every day

i haven’t been able to even do simple tasks right

you would think that after working for 12 hours a day every single day that i would learn how to do my jobs right. but that’s not how it works for me. i still got fired

maybe one day i’ll fix myself

maybe one day i’ll be good enough

and maybe one day i’ll realize what i did wrong to her

but maybe i’m being too optimistic

maybe i can’t change the past

so maybe next time i’ll take the shot to change the future. my future

but now i’m burnt out

i am exhausted

i am lazy

i am feckless

i am idle

and most importantly, i am me

that may mean nothing, but i hope that one day it will mean the world to someone

i hope that i can change people for the better

i hope that i can get over the past

i hope i can get over the current

and i hope i can be able to prep for the future, whatever that may bring

but as for now, i’ll be resting under the protection and peace of my Blossoming Tree. come pay a visit sometime, it would be nice to talk to you, and i hope to get to know you better.

i’ll be waiting

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