Undecided

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I keep thinking

Take that as you will

But I’m not wanting to

Keep on thinking

If it’s only about you

I’ll text you to make sure you’re okay

And I’ll call you to hear your gorgeous voice

But it always points back to the things I did

To make it this way

But I’m so

U N D E C I D E D

Should I keep the thought of you

Or just the memory

But I’m so

U N D E C I D E D

Maybe this feeling will go way

Maybe I can break the chain of indecisiveness

But it all points to you

I’ll never be free

I’ll never find love

And I’ll never forgive myself for saying goodbye

Because I’m so

U N D E C I D E D

13 thoughts on “Undecided”

  2. Hi Loverboy! I really get it. I definitely feel this. I definitely used to think things were undecided. But it’s usually up to you. I get it. And honestly some things are best undecided but..you might as well try and make it Known. Yk? If you really love them, wanna understand them, then it’s up to you 🙂

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    2. Hey King! I honestly don’t know if it’s the right thing to keep talking to them or not, and I don’t want that to negatively affect my mental health, as that has been declining recently. I don’t know what to do. I’m kinda emotionally numb rn, but I know I’ll miss her. Im just confused on a lot of things.

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      1. I get it. I’ve had many regrets on not pursing my feelings. But as you have said your health isn’t right rn. So focus on yourself till you are ready. And then you gotta take your chance. But the thing is. If you. Aren’t in a good place then you gotta improve yourself and get feeling better first.

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