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Isolophobia

My fingers twitch

Knees shaking

What did I expect

I can’t do this

Being alone

I’m just hurting me


I’m just isolophobic

It’s nothing you can change

I’m in so much pain

I just wanted to not be afraid anymore

But I’m just isolophobic


I’m hurting now

The pain kills

Sadly literal

I burned myself

Don’t try bleach

It takes forever


I’m just isolophobic

It’s nothing you can change

I’m in so much pain

I just wanted to not be afraid anymore

But I’m just isolophobic


I just want love

But I’m here

Sitting silently

It’s not sadness

You’re felling guilt

After all, it’s death


I’m just isolophobic

It’s nothing you can change

I’m in so much pain

I just wanted to not be afraid anymore

But I’m just isolophobic


7 thoughts on “Isolophobia

  1. Love hurts. But don’t give up the opportunity to feel pain in the future by numbing the pain in the present. Reach out if you need anything. Or just because.

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      1. hey i’m the same way, sometimes it just feels easier to give up then to keep up with the pain. and i know everyone says that it gets better but it’s hard to believe when you don’t see the proof. you’re truely amazing no matter what you believe and what you’ve been through keep up the amazing work

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