My fingers twitch
Knees shaking
What did I expect
I can’t do this
Being alone
I’m just hurting me
I’m just isolophobic
It’s nothing you can change
I’m in so much pain
I just wanted to not be afraid anymore
But I’m just isolophobic
I’m hurting now
The pain kills
Sadly literal
I burned myself
Don’t try bleach
It takes forever
I’m just isolophobic
It’s nothing you can change
I’m in so much pain
I just wanted to not be afraid anymore
But I’m just isolophobic
I just want love
But I’m here
Sitting silently
It’s not sadness
You’re felling guilt
After all, it’s death
I’m just isolophobic
It’s nothing you can change
I’m in so much pain
I just wanted to not be afraid anymore
But I’m just isolophobic
Loverboy’s Blog 
Love hurts. But don’t give up the opportunity to feel pain in the future by numbing the pain in the present. Reach out if you need anything. Or just because.
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I understand what you mean. It’s not good to prevent growth, but sometimes I really don’t feel like continuing on. I know it’s an issue with me, but I’m working on it.
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hey i’m the same way, sometimes it just feels easier to give up then to keep up with the pain. and i know everyone says that it gets better but it’s hard to believe when you don’t see the proof. you’re truely amazing no matter what you believe and what you’ve been through keep up the amazing work
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Hahaha kinda hard for someone who doesn’t know me that well to say I’m amazing
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hey from what i know and what you share you’re great : )
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33 sentences and 1000 emotions. “don’t try bleach” that line hit me so hard
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I feel called out 😂
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