Why do I hurt myself? I’m always bleeding somewhere, even if you don’t see it I hide the pain I hide my feelings I hide everything in my heart Because I’m afraid to lose it I’m afraid to lose you But all of our fears come true eventually And now I fear myself I’m overContinue reading “All I have left”
My fingers twitch Knees shaking What did I expect I can’t do this Being alone I’m just hurting me I’m just isolophobic It’s nothing you can change I’m in so much pain I just wanted to not be afraid anymore But I’m just isolophobic I’m hurting now The pain kills Sadly literal I burned myselfContinue reading “Isolophobia”
I can’t be enough I never was You were never happy You were never satisfied I loved you I still do You loved me You used me I felt used I was happy someone noticed You took advantage of me You shattered my heart I was afraid of losing you I pushed you away becauseContinue reading “I could never have you”
You never realize how it is without yourself That’s why I will start to do my best To help you find your place in this world It doesn’t have to be with me Because we both know that won’t work I need to be better for you But at least I can help just aContinue reading “With you”
I tell myself I’ve moved on Only to have each thought go back to you The screeching of tires as they turn To go back the way they came I’ve moved on At least, I keep telling myself that The small figure Speeding forward We were so close All I wanted was to be withContinue reading “A Tale of Two Stories”
I’m glad you made it Here are some quotes You may find them Interesting Helpful Inspiring Boring But you may have them. After all, I don’t own the words. 1.) Never going to give you up 2.) My magic is never giving up 3.) Can’t find a door? MAKE YOUR OWN 4.) I think peopleContinue reading “Quotes you may find.”
I keep thinking Take that as you will But I’m not wanting to Keep on thinking If it’s only about you I’ll text you to make sure you’re okay And I’ll call you to hear your gorgeous voice But it always points back to the things I did To make it this way But I’mContinue reading “Undecided”
Last week I stood overlooking the empty, dull, and desolate plains from the lonely park on the side of the mountain Then we started talking again It was just a small conversation Yet it seemed to fix every broken part of me The bland grass stood tall and green again I could feel the yellowContinue reading “From the Park We Used to See”
Xander breathed heavily as his helmet was removed. The toxic air tore at his throat as he gazed at the horizon, taking in the beauty of the sunrise. Funny how he could experience such pain, but still find the beauty in life. Kvothe would be proud. After all, she was the one who showed XanderContinue reading “Last Breaths”
The chill of the autumn wind brushed past his neck, sending chills through the entirety of his body. The man didn’t seem to notice, or he at least did his best not to shiver. He was sitting on the most valuable bench in the world, at least in the aging man’s mind. There wasn’t anythingContinue reading “The Old Man and His Bench”
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