You never realize how it is without yourself
That’s why I will start to do my best
To help you find your place in this world
It doesn’t have to be with me
Because we both know that won’t work
I need to be better for you
But at least I can help just a little
“Just friends” we would call it
We never even talked
You went from my everything to nothing too fast
I miss you, and I didn’t realize how much you meant to me
Hopefully I can do better this time
There’s a life you deserve
And I want you to have that
I am willing to sacrifice myself
If it means you are here tomorrow
If it means you’ll be happy
If it even means anything, I love you
I hope it does
And I hope I can make you laugh
Your laugh fills my life with joy
It spreads the darkness thin
Allowing me to experience the feeling of love
Your short hair glistened in the car light for me
The first time in a week
And I realized how much I missed the your big glasses
Hugging the freckled nose of yours
That only seemed to add to your beauty
I know this is kinda cringe, but I mean it
I meant that you’re beautiful
I meant that I missed you
And I meant that I still love you
This kind of lingering love is so hard. The way you write about it feels very real to me. Also props to you for posting consistently. Gives me a lot of good stuff to read.
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Thanks for reading! I do my best to post every 3-4 days, just for my sanity 😂
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the fact that all you want is for them to be happy even if it’s not with you means you’re really strong. i feel your pain man
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I kinda feel the opposite, I don’t feel like im good enough so it has to be someone else to make them happy.
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but you still want them to be happy, even if it’s not with you
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and it’s not that you weren’t good enough, it’s just that some people find certain things in other people that they like, but i understand that feeling of not being good enough for them
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Bro I’m not good enough for anyone 😂
I’m manipulative, lonely, and depressing
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my friend that is your anxiety talking :))
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“You went from my everything to nothing too fast” #stolen
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You love stealing my quotes lol
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loverboy you’re just too good
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Haha not even close 😂
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i- well this hits pretty close to home. I know this feeling of hopeless love very well. amazing writing
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Aw, I’m in love with your writing!! This is the kind of love I think most people dream about!
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