I can’t be enough
I never was
You were never happy
You were never satisfied
I loved you
I still do
You loved me
You used me
I felt used
I was happy someone noticed
You took advantage of me
You shattered my heart
I was afraid of losing you
I pushed you away because of that
You noticed I was depressed
You didn’t care
I sulk to my bleach scented room
I cry myself to sleep
You are happy now
You have a boyfriend now
my heart is sad ohmygosh :((
LikeLiked by 1 person
If it’s anything we can count on, it’s that your writing will always be so real. It’s things like this that make living life so hard and ugly, but so soft and beautiful at the same time.
LikeLiked by 1 person
“I cry myself to sleep
You are happy now”
the contrast in your writing is SO POWERFUL. always remember that you deserve happiness, too. things will get better, i hope it’s soon ❤ if you need anything, i’m here
LikeLiked by 1 person
I don’t deserve anything. But thank you for offering
LikeLiked by 1 person
I’m really sorry you feel that way, I think that everyone deserves happiness- I hope that you’ll feel that way someday!
LikeLiked by 1 person
I hope so too
LikeLiked by 1 person